Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Change???

Have u ever heard of the saying “Change the changeable, accept the unchangeable, and remove yourself from the unacceptable.”….well a lot of people have somehow made me realise this…even more so now than ever!!

When your in a environment for too long, u realise tht there are things u can change and there are some tht just cant…and the funny thing is…just when u think u can change it…it strikes u like thunder…some voice from god knows where tells u… “Don’t bother….your wasting your time…”…especially when u hit the comfort zone…

It’s been a thing in me of the need to be in control makes me feel less complicated…and for some who know me…know me for this super need to be there…at that moment….embracing it as it comes…I cannot understand why some just keep their gaps shut and roll on with the flow and hope for the best! How can one achieve anything and don’t do anything about it? And so this has been a case for my stay here in WKESP! There have been millions of times where I have voiced out issues…taboo to some! But the sad thing is…the ISSUES have not been addressed…at least to the extend of how I want it solved…I know things take time…but if its too long…it just gets swept under the carpet…good riddance???

A few people here need to leave to understand my theory…it has come to my attention tht I have been a little too loud and perhaps…by me leaving is one less noisy person to worry about? I believe tht if your not happy with something…and this contributing to ones unhappiness…hmmm….do something about it…after all only u make things happen…

People whine and bitch at the silliest of things…but they stop there…I hope with all the noise tht I have made with this place….will finally benefit the ones who r still around…coz I hold on dearly to the principles I have grown up with… and change is necessary when u know it can happen for the better! Whether it is from within or your environment…champagne anyone????

Monday, July 24, 2006

Finally...the day has come!

I’ve not written for a while now…too many things have happened! Anyways…the good news is tht am leaving WKESP…tendered my resignation today and most of them were shocked…speechless even…I think it was something like…”am not too sure to be happy or sad tht ur leaving…hmmmm”….and I am just spinning around like a helicopter…something kids would do when their on top of the world…

Oh well…I am just excited...needed this change…for myself and for the people I love…it was the fastest transition ever in my life…I submitted my resume on Wednesday…got the interview on Thursday and got the job on Friday…and here I am tendering my resignation the coming Monday…phewww…u call tht speedy Gonzales or what…..!!!!!!!

Will be going to KL…am thrilled for leaving Cyberjaya after 5 years…I needed to get the hang of the hustle and bustle of the city…I know I will like the change of ambience…looking forward to all tht and more…

To the gals and guys of WKESP…u know what u have to do…I love u still! M totally gonna miss u guys…loads of love always…mwahhhhhhhhhhh