Friday, September 30, 2005

Australia or no Australia?


Well performance review just finished a couple of days ago and felt acquittal…hmmm…looking forward to going to Australia for a business trip (although we will be working our @#%’s off)…and hopefully come pleasure…( some nice yummy aussies??)

Everything came to a halt when my team leader said that I was not chosen to go do the book project there….am I discouraged, disenchanted? Well maybe a little at first…not until I read this email from one of my colleague..an email worthy' of ‘my attention’ and was totally a reading pleasure…I felt like a million bucks all of a sudden…

I was chosen to do a book project in Cyberjaya instead…a priviledge? Well I’d like to think so….but the working hours is gonna be crazy and pretty much strenuous…but that’s the price am willing to pay…would be an overwhelming opportunity and the experience earned would be tremendous! Who knows…I might be the next team leader heading the New Zealand team? And I must say that I was pretty flabbergasted and it all sank in after a while and now I think I kind of earned it!

Mom told me that things always happen for a reason and that god has wonderful plans for us…is this one of his super duper plans for me? I will probably only know in time…

Thursday, September 29, 2005

Me Astro Profile!!

Element: Fire
Mode: Fixed
Ruler: Sun
Color: Sun Yellow, Gold
Famous Leos: Louis Armstrong, Neil Armstrong, Napoleon Bonaparte, Charles Bukowski, Emily Brontë, Amelia Earhart, Mata Hari, Alfred Hitchcock, Dustin Hoffman, Whitney Houston, Carl Jung, Madonna, Robert Redford, George Bernard Shaw, Martha Stewart, Andy Warhol, Esther Williams
Strengths: Ambitious, courageous, creative, faithful, generous, honorable, humorous, open-minded, organized, powerful, self-aware, resolute
Weaknesses: Arrogant, authoritarian, egocentric, exaggerating, intolerant, jealous -narcissistic, proud, hypersensitive, vain

Leo, the fifth sign of the zodiac, is the sign of generosity and nobility. It stands for self-_expression and the unfolding of the internal power principle. Generous and self-aware, you are truly king of the jungle. The Sun defines the dominant traits of your personality and your basic character. This makes you a self-assured, magnanimous, and buoyant person who enjoys being the center of attention, and others often see you as invincible, because your courage and charisma are so impressive.

You are the second of the fire signs, which makes you a strong-willed and courageous individual, with great leadership qualities. Your aura radiates magnetism and dignity like the rays around the sun.

You rule the fifth house of the horoscope, which is the area associated with pleasure, creativity, and play. Your desire to live out your emotions is powerful, and you constantly seek new ways of self-_expression. The mode of a Leo is fixed, which means that you are passive in your need for admiration, expecting others to naturally notice and approach you. You enjoy stability and comfort, and are generous in sharing it with others.




Virgo Rising, your mental acuteness is expressed in practical matters. You rather observe things, instead of talking about it. You are systematic and well organized in developing ideas and executing them. You also tend to deftly analyze situations until you have crystal clear results in front of you. No detail is too small for you to notice or explain, sivananthi, because perfection is your goal!

Professionally speaking, you excel in any kind of partnerships and associations, sivananthi, because you are an excellent mediator and diplomat, who has an innate sense of justice. This naturally inspires the respect, and the trust of the people you are in contact with. Since you detest conflict, you are always able to find a common ground that satisfies all parties involved, and are likely to work out compromises to save personal relationships.

You are not very communicative, because your inner life is vast, virgin territory for purity and truth that you idealize. You don’t let anyone enter this very carefully guarded “Garden of Eden”, sivananthi, unless you have invited them. You are very ambitious to make the world a better place. You have a lot of respect for the environment and for your fellow humans, and with a spiritual and universal approach, you try to make your best contributions. This is what pushes a Virgo Rising ahead in life.

Your Life-Path number is probably the most influential numerological aspect to be considered, sivananthi, and represents who you are at the time of birth. It indicates specific traits and will likely be active and influential throughout your lifetime. It is the overall number that determines much of what will be important to you and how you will handle things as they come.

If your Life-Path number is SIX, a sense of responsibility will likely be prominent for you. SIXES are considered to be the most domestic of numbers and live a path related to leadership through example. This assumption of responsibility generally means that as a SIX, you’re always there to help others in any way you can. In fact, you must need to feel useful in order to be truly happy.

Those with a SIX Life-Path are usually very versatile and can communicate across any generation gap. SIXES are idealistic and usually recognize that wisdom, understanding, and balance are the cornerstones to assume responsibility in the best possible way.

It is common for SIXES to be devoted to their families and homes. This is usually the first priority for a SIX with helping the community coming a close second. Key words for a SIX Life-Path are responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, empathy, and family.

It can be challenging for some SIXES to take on the responsibility for what’s around them in a healthy balance. Careful planning and consideration for the self as well as others will alleviate feelings of overwhelm or guilt. Be careful not to be too critical or hard on yourself if you can’t do it all. Your path is one of assuming only what you are able.


Like the Snake that enchanted Eve, you know how to make more than one person lose their head! Refined, funny, and gifted in seduction, you shine in society with your intelligence and vivacious spirit. The snake is admired in China for his wisdom and you have a philosophy in life that is all your own.

Intuitive and lucid in all situations, you become reserved when conversing and are silent most of the time, preferring to let your thoughts make their way in silence rather than through chatter. However, if the subject is abstract, you don't hesitate expressing yourself while your audience looks up to you in admiration, seduced by your knowledge. A cold-blooded animal, you love intrigue and playfulness in life, but preserve large periods of time for idleness.

You have the capacity to realize your projects in a few hours while others would take days to complete them. When you start out, your efficiency is terrifying and all the more so as you often work alone and at your own rhythm. You are faster than the average person, as you slide over obstacles like a snake in the grass. With your venom, you willingly attack your enemies with acerbic comments, leaving them only when your thirst for revenge has been satisfied. It's better being your friend...

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

ANST 88!

Phew! Finally ANST # 88 (New South Wales Strata and Community Law) is out for final mock filing…and it’s on my team leader’s table…waiting to get into the grind….hmmm….fingers crossed no errors…(nail biting???)

Sadly our team has done 5 mistakes since September 2005 started and this does not look good on our team…from error free in the month of August 2005….all of us have been drilled over and over again on how to do proper checks on our work and have zero errors before we send them to MPG for printing…(somehow or rather…we are only humans and I think Lata knows this…) oh btw, Lata is my team leader and she has been excellent all through out…everyday we sail through the learning curb…and my goodness she’s a awe-inspiring person inside out…groovy, incredible, vibrant and oh so dear to me! A congenial friend…and extremely respectable at work….

I think we work well in the team…all 12 of us and we’ve proven ourselves one too many times and I think we will do great in the near future…so..congrats lata for the great leadership! Here’s to you"Do not change who you are for anyone. If God, in all his wisdom, made you the way you are, he did it for a reason."


Am so looking forward to the weekend…it has definitely been stressful with ANST #88 and hopefully it clears tomorrow facilely…

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Every Woman

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...

...one old love she can imagine
going back to...and one who reminds
her how far she has come...

...enough money within her
control to move out and rent a place
of her own even if she never wants
to and needs to...

...something perfect to wear if
the employer or date of her dreams
wants to see her in an hour...

...a youth she's content to
leave behind...

...a past juicy enough that
she's looking forward to retelling it
in her old age...

...the realization that she is
actually going to have an old age
and some money set aside to fund it...

...a set of screwdrivers, a
cordless drill, and a black lace
bra...

...one friend who always makes
her laugh... and one who lets her
cry...

...a good piece of furniture
not previously owned by anyone else
in her family...

...eight matching plates, wine
glasses with stems, and a recipe
for a meal that will make her
guests feel honored...

...a resume that is not even
slightest bit padded...

...a feeling of control over
her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...

...how to fall in love without
losing herself...

...how to quit a job, break up
with a lover, and confront a friend
without ruining the friendship...

...when to try harder... and
when to walk away...

...how to have a good time at a
party she'd never choose to attend...

...how to ask for what she
wants in a way that makes it most
likely she'll get it...

...that she can't change the
length of her calves, the width of
her hips, or the nature of her
parents...

...that her childhood may not
have been perfect... but its
over...

...what she would and wouldn't
do for love or more...

...how to live alone... even if
she doesn't like it...

...whom she can trust, whom she
can't, and why she shouldn't take
it personally..

...where to go... be it to her
best friend's kitchen table... or a
charming inn in the woods...
when her soul needs soothing...

...what she can and can't
accomplish in a day... a month... and
a year...

The Bumbu Bali – appetizing, heavenly, yummy, mouthwatering, palatable…




We found this new place to eat in Puchong….we’ve had birthday celebrations…farewell parties….I take special guests here….the food is absolutely awesome! And the ambience is overwhelming and everyone has loved the place….no complaints..(not yet at least!)

The owner is a charming yet pleasant guy, and he has done wonders to this restaurant and we just love it! From fun loving to sad and tiresome times….I have pretty much exercised all my emotions in this place…and the best bit is that it’s 10 minutes away from where I live and…who says Puchong was a gangster’s paradise? (maybe once upon a time!!)

Monday, September 26, 2005

Rejuvenating, uplifting and invigorating weekend!



Ahhh…beers finally over the weekend…after a rough week at work….it would have been meaningless otherwise…! So what do u say if u got a dose of your best friend (who came down from penang…and have not seen him since May), power sleep and family over 1 weekend? (hmmm…. Divine? Eminent? Excellent? Splendiferous? Sumptuous? Superb? Magnificent? Marvellous?) Wow…there are just so many instances to describe how am feeling now…the best is yet to come…!

Well Friday night it was to Waikiki’s…totally brilliant!…we had some beers Prem and I…..and it was awesome!…we just updated each other of the latest happenings in our lives and it was just all good..i missed him so much and all I needed was him to come back and hear me vent, unleash, assert, declare and pour out my hearts content….and he appreciated the fact that I missed him and told him almost everything that went on in the past 4 months without him….

I got him to drive my new Waja to Waikiki and back (he is the only one who has driven my car till now besides my dad of coz!) and it felt great being driven around…after soooooo long!

Being at parents place on Sunday was the icing of the cake! I was just talking to my sis the other day in the car and we just agreed that going to see my parents just makes us feel so damn good! No massage or aromatherapy can beat this feeling!…We feel so damn swanky ….I hate leaving at the end of the day…..but then again…we all have to go back to our routine and make the best of everything…..mom, dad…I love u!

Friday, September 23, 2005

Cloudburst!


Well well well..it's frigid in the office...hmmm...horrible downpour outside...absolutely no mood to carry on doing work as it's the weekend and every living being in the office is crying out for beers!

The best bit is that my best friend Prem is down from penang...and yeah it's definitely gonna be intoxication tonight.... hallelujah!!! To hell with the rain and nothing is gonna stop us today….

Have I mentioned about Prem (gorgeous as hell!)? Well he is one sweet, nice, brilliant, sweet, kind, loving, unpresumptuous, well-mannered, meticulous, charming and classy guy …the best I’ve known…and oh ya did I mention about his paintings? Wow…they’re brilliant and this is one of the reasons we became really really acquainted!

He paints like the flowing river and I love him…meant to say love it! Hahahha….known him for yonks now….and the funny thing is that I am still learning about him….its amazing this guy…he’s not the average person u bump into all of a sudden…it’s a privilege knowing u sunshine…and I hope u get to decorate for my wedding ( that is if and when I get married…winks!!) an honour knowing this man!
P/s: Did i just go way off the topic??

Alina and Howard!



Oh wow….this is one gal I have so much to say about….she’s been a brilliant friend and colleague (and she means the world to me)…we automatically just clicked…thanks to our ‘fufu’ sessions….this is one amazing tiny gal…(although always complaining about her ass being too big…I beg to differ)! Oh by the way…have I mentioned that she’s gorgeous??

I cherish the times we were together and we used to frequent “Waikiki Bar” almost every Friday since we met on 4th April 2005…well now she’s married to Howard (one of the nicest guy I have met…stay precious darling!) And she relocated to England (Leeds to be exact) on the 11th of August 2005 to join her new husband…one day after my birthday and life has been rather quiet these days….although Nadia and I have been doing some crazy activities together…ahhahahaha!

Alina is one person everyone should have as a friend coz she’s a beautiful person and she just knows how to say the nicest things at the right time…more like she always knows the right timing…! I miss her so much now but of coz thank god for emails and sms’s….we still do keep in touch…but it’s just not the same as having her around….physically!! We always talk about life and the consequences that take place based on the actions we do and somehow we think so much alike…

And the best bit is that we somehow come to the same conclusion to nearly everything….we’ve known each other for a short while now…but it seems like we’ve known each other for a million years (Hey mama!!)…now she’s adjusting and getting comfortable having to live with another person coz she’s been so independent all this while…she always tells me it’s not fun having to share things with someone else…hahhahah! (Oh Howard…behave!!)…Here is to more good times….this is for you Alina….!!

A Friend like you....Alina...
I was amazed on the day,
You became a part of my world.
It was like I opened an oyster,
I found the brightest pearl.
A friend that shared,
a bit of their life with me.
A friend that sees so many things,
Exactly the way I see.
A friend that gives me guidance,
In this crazy mixed up life of mine.
A friend that's still my friend,
Even though I ask silly questions, sometime.
A friend that doesn't expect me to give,
Though all you have to do is ask.
A friend looking past my flaws.
A friend not wearing a decorative mask.
And when my journey on this earth is through.
I can look back in my life knowing,
I have a friend in you.
P/S: Thanks for being there....

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Horizontally Challenged!!



All my life I have been constantly put in a position or rather in the ‘I think u need to loose some weight category’ that it’s just gone bonkus…my soul and I (it’s done some serious thinking)….it’s just got to a point that I used to have arguments (constructive ones) with loved ones…although I think people should accept a person for who they are and not what they were made of! It’s the inside that is precious and beauty comes from within…“Beauty lies in the eye of the beholder”…well how true is that in the kind of world that we are living in today?

People quickly judge someone by their appearance and immediately put a cock to the bottle and say their not the interesting kind….not the kind that would be able to have incredible conversations with….hmmm….now…how much of this is really true…I would like to believe that there is something about everyone that is interesting and if only we gave equal opportunity to everyone to voice out ones opinion (although it might seem frivolous sometimes!)

Hmmm….the weight issue has always been bugging me and finally I found a jogging partner….Nadia, my colleague (and ‘fufu’ buddy) have decided to put our strength to the test…we have been jogging since Monday, everyday except for yesterday as it was pouring cats and dogs….due to the ground being all soggy and wet!! The park opposite our apartment was the winning venue and it has been great since…

We are taking some dietary pills to keep us healthy and hope to see some good results real soon….at least by Deepavali! We’ve been motivating each other since the beginning of time and finally got around to doing something about it….it sure is a huge commitment and only we know how it should work best! “No Pain, No Gain” they say….i guess there’s some essence of truth in that….go figure!

So we will have to see where this perseverance takes us and u know what….exercising with a friend is so much more fun then when doing it all alone…we keep motivating and supporting each other….it’s actually brilliant! We keep tab of our performances (although we have tried many methods of cheating) but we are getting into that ‘ I want to loose some weight and look nice’ mode and hope this will last till we reach our goals…and then instead of being judged…maybe we can instead?

Hell….if Oprah (My all time favourite person) can do it….why not us? She’s got abs to die for and yes….we want that too!… Oh yes we do…..!

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Such is my life!


Its funny how sometimes we always want to do the right things and hope to reap some if not all the benefits…but somehow fail to realize that all actions has an equal and opposite reaction! My girlfriends and I have always been talking about this during our ‘fufu’ sessions and we have all come to a similar conclusion…. good things happen to good people and things always happen for a reason….hmmm! (now…were we putting our thinking caps on or is it just plain simple?)

And the more we realize this…the more we know we don’t know so much! (did not have to get a gal genius to figure out that one though!)…so we have to except the pitiful instances of life and get ourselves together and just do the best we can with life! Some say it’s wonderful, some beg to differ…and where do I stand in all this? Well I have learnt in the recent years from family and friends that there is this thing called ‘karma’ and whatever we do…we do it to the best of our ability…and any complaints? Oh sure…life is so much of a roller coaster that sometimes one wonders…could it get any worse? Oh my goodness….u wouldn’t believe the predicament!

I have always believed in the high and mighty and my mom always used to tell me…put in the 60% and the other 40% will come on its own….and so that is what I have been doing all this time…although some might say where’s the 100%? But u know what, it’s been working wonders…I must say that I have a beautiful and wonderful family….their support is mountain high and mean the world to me….and my friends who have been so great (that I thank god everyday for all these blessings)…..come to think of it…all the other things in life which I thought I really wanted and needed did not seem so important now as I have grown mature…all the bumps on the road that we travel on…is just a passing phase and there’s so much to look forward to?….to know that the little things in life…mean much more….much much more…!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

All time fav!!

Footprints in the Sand
Author: Mary Stevenson

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand;
One belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
He looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life,
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
And saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the saddest and most troublesome times
in my life there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why, when I needed you most,
you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only oneset of footprints in the sand,
it was then that I carried you."


P/s: And everytime i read this, it's lifts me!