Gym...gym....GyM!!

Arghhh…the gym!!!!

Well it was my first day yesterday at Fitness First @ IOI Mall and it was pretty good…Wai Lee and I arrived around 7.15pm and the place was jam-packed!!!!! So many people, all kinda blur also I must add…not knowing how to use the machines like it should…

One gal tripped and fell over the treadmill…hmmmm…her face literally on the floor at the end of the whole fiasco…poor thing!

So we did a full 2 km walk on the treadmill (mind u @ 5.5km/p) :)…and I did the rowing for another 2km…and I was bumped by the end of the whole thing!!!! Felt like we were flying when we got off the treadmill though…funny, a full 2 minutes before we got our postures rite..it was hilarious….

Too bad we missed the body step exercise thingy!! Am going for Yoga tomorrow for sure…by hook or crook…hehhhehhheh

Wai Lee was too tired to do anything else after tht…so was i…food was constantly in our minds!! Geeshhh…after all tht calorie burning…hmmmm

And yes…we headed to Thai Express and ate like…well pigs!! Spicy and it was filling…gosh we could not finish it and well…we were just thrilled!

So am definitely looking forward to the group exercising and yes…this is ultimatum…yippieee…I finally signed up after a long time waiting…..

P/S: anxiously waiting for the results for team leader and relationship manager posts…fingers crossed…mom…u praying for me right???

am i not good enough???

I haven't the slightest clue how to even begin with the way i felt for the last few days...everything seems sooo...hmmmm...

It was one of the best experience in my life last week...wait…maybe the worst...all the crying, the pain, the sorrow...only my family and close friends knew how i felt...and they've been sooo supportive...funny how life takes you on a roller coaster ride....oh..sometimes i wish it never happened....

My mom has always been there for me...and although we had some rough times these past few months...she was there when i needed her most...like every mother knows wht to say to keep things calm...i love u ma...and my dad was just so understanding....so why do i need to get myself a man if i have it all to be happy...

....like Madonna says " the only thing u can depend on is your family!" how true...i'd like to add that with a few friends....

i thought i fell in love...well maybe i did...but then again...when i look back...maybe it was the best April fool joke ever...hmmm...it was hurting nevertheless…

Sometimes when people say all u want to hear...beware!!...it might not be all true...and the truth hurts...oh it hurts!! especially when u least expect it! u go like...why me...why does this have to happen to me???!!!!???? i am not a bad person...so why meeeee!!!???!!! (pondering still...)

The one thing i can say is that when u love someone and u want to be with tht someone...be truthful to urself...and make sure u know wht u want...coz otherwise...dun lie...dun say things because u have to...dun do it because ur expected to....DO IT BECAUSE U WANT TO!!!!

The experience i had last week has thought me a lot of things....u know who ur true friends are...and at the end of the day...ur always ur parents princess! I’d like to remember my days knowing I always have people who love me for who I m…and not wanting to change any of it!!

U guys know who u r….i love u!

P/S: Happy anniversary ma…pa…