"There's a choice you have to make in everything you do. You must always keep in mind that the choice you make in the end makes you."
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
AMTE!
the previous PE/SE have not tagged most of the lawrefs and caserefs....and since the book's on master tax examples...u can imagine...all the 2004/2005 is now changed to 2005/2006..the calculations...hmmmmm! am hoping to finsih the chapter by tomm and get started with the next chapters...
was backbreaking at first, u know getting the tagging done correspondingly but it was ok by the end of the day...am getting the hang of it...this is just the tip of the iceberg...am sure there's loads more to come....
P/S: Thanks Alan
Monday, October 24, 2005
Deeps commotion…
Hahahha…the loveliest thing happened over the weekend…my sis and I decided to go over to my parents place to make some traditional cookies for Deepavali…and it was boisterous! We had so much fun doing it as a family!
After a long time including my grandma were together making the murukku’s, achi murukku’s, kara murukku’s and the omopodi!!!!! (4 palaharams in 1 day…r we good or r we good?) We even thought about selling it to the local canteens…it turned out so good (yumminess)…my sis and I were actually impressed with our culinary skills…mom was so delighted…she could use this as our plus point for match making my sis said…ahhahhahahhaha…hilarious!
Dad as usual did the harder bits, like the pressing and shaping …we women did the frying, cooking, making of dough and packaging…of coz, he could not have completed the day without his chilled beer!! What a treat….we had ice creams instead…
We had a field day…reminded us of our younger days…we would sit in the kitchen and watch mom do all this and we wait for the cake batter so tht we could lick the fresh dough of the spoons and bowl….fruit cakes…she makes the best fruit cakes…ever ever and ever ever!
So am looking forward for more quality times like this…the feeling is priceless!!!
P/S: Happy Anniversary Anna and Matchal
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Big Girls should cry?
Scientists do not know exactly why women tend to cry more easily, but several factors may be at work. One is the hormone prolactin, which is present in mammary glands and induces lactation but is also found in the blood and in tear glands. Boys and girls have about equal levels of prolactin levels in their blood during childhood. But from ages of 12 to 18, the levels in girls gradually rise, and that may have something to do with why women cry more than men.
Tear glands in men and women also differ anatomically, and that, too, may lead women to cry more easily.
So when a man cries, it leads people to think he's a sweet, sensitive, caring individual…but when a woman cries, she is often seen as "emotionally labile." I hear women being called crybaby all the time, even by other women…the judgment can be unfair because sometimes women cry for good reasons. At least i do...(movies don't count ok!)
It’s unfair that men are always allowed to be more direct like for example pounding tabletops and yelling and throwing something against walls and do various kinds of physical acting out. But sadly we women's mode of expression is supposed to be more passive, more childlike. Maybe if women could act out like men, there would probably be less tears?
Do we women need to be vigilant, to hold it in? Pondering continues....
Kissing Language (yup,its a language)
methods of Love....
+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"
+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
+kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands--------"we can learn to love each other"
+a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt----"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"
+holding on tight----"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"
+pulling hair on head----"tell me you love me"
+arms around the waist---"i love you too much to let go"
=advice=
if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...
Monday, October 17, 2005
Micasa!!
The club was filled with young kids…yes I mean immature, juvenile, adolescent kids…what the hell are they all doing in clubs? (it used to be great when I painted bangsar red!) ahems…..i sound ancient huh!! But hey…whteva happened to all the nice descent men & women…have they all turned into fossils? It was disheartening to see how everything in Bangsar has changed…for the worse? I used to know what to do!!!!!!!
Anyways, lazed around the house the whole of Saturday (although I had lunch and dinner with me sis Aumi) and went to see my parents on Sunday…mom cooked pork luncheon and it was super! And we had our ‘family moment’….and at the end of the day…I thank god for such a loving and caring family…a family who understands me and a family who’ve been nothing but supportive….always always!
Friday, October 14, 2005
Women And Their Zodiac Characteristics
LEO - WOMEN
Health
Money
Ideal Match
Caution
Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Book Programme and pissing in my pants!
Well I got dragged in because I did not get a chance to go to Australia to do the book project…in my previous diary I said tht I would consider this and take this as an opportunity to grow in the company….let myself shine…only to impress my mom and dad? Hahhahaha…silly how weird things work around here…(they said we were amongst the cream of the crop) nice to hear no?
I had to spend the whole day in training (will have another session tomorrow) learning how to produce a whole book…including pre, pro and post production? Gosh, the amount of work tht I will be anticipating…it’s an enormous and vicious cycle! The passes, the stages, the checks, the composing, the printing, the synchronizing, the exporting, the all….haiyoooo…(I just nearly pissed in my pants thinking about it all…)
So am hoping tht I will be fine, although I was telling Nadia how scary it all is and how I m definitely going to be a mess in the next 2 months to come…looking forward? Maybe a lil place in my heart is thumping for joy; the evil side of me is saying…what the hell have u got urself into gal? Well I am not gonna let the unpropitious side get the best of me…and so I am gonna make my mommy and pupsy impressed of the things their lil gal can do…
Hail Australian Master Tax Examples….here comes the best u’ve ever seen……winks!!!
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
How sexy is Your Name??
-A-
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of endearments and particularly when it comes to lovemaking. You will hold off until everything meets with your approval. You can control your appetite and abstain from sex if need be. You require new sensations and experiences. You are willing to experiment.
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You must be able to talk to your sex partner before, during, and after. You want the object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sexual and sensual, needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved, you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual activity. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing without.
-D-
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full steam ahead in pursuit. You do not give up your quest easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on. You are highly sexual, passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement,sometimes possessive and jealous. Sex to you is a pleasure
to be enjoyed. You are stimulated by the eccentric and unusual, having a free and open.
-E-
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in a while it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more important than the sexual act for you, but once you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep with a good book. (Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book.)
-F-
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very generous lover.
You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover who is your intellectual equal or superior, and one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to reach the peak of erotic stimulation, because you work at it meticulously. You can be extremely active sexually that is, when you find the time. Your duties and responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have difficulty getting emotionally close to a lover, but no trouble getting close sexually.
-H-
You seek a mate who can enhance your reputation and earning ability. You will be very generous to your lover once you have attained a commitment. Your gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be frugal in your spending and dating habits and equally cautious in your sexual involvement. You are a sensual and patient lover.
-I-
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... Even worshipped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new modes of sexual expression. You bore easily and thus require sexual adventure and change. You are more sensual than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.
-J-
You are totally ing marvelous!
-K-
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated.
-L-
You are very romantic, idealistic, and somehow you believe that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate or attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as your lover's savior. You are sincere, passionate, lustful, and dreamy. You can't help falling in love. You really enjoy stimulating yourself, though you are fairly new to it. You fantasize and get turned on by movies and magazines. You do not tell others of this secret life, nor of your sexual fantasies.
-M-
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total sexual freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is inexhaustible. You also enjoy mothering your mate.
-N-
You are crap in bed. Much practice and learning is needed.
-O-
You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your sexual energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate, sexual lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Sex is serious business; thus you demand intensity and diversity, and are willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
-P-
-Q-
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you, sexually or otherwise. You are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and lots of conversation to turn you on and keep you going.
-R-
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is very important to you. You have to be proud of your partner. You are privately very sexy, but you do not brag, you are willing to serve as teacher. Sex is important; you can be a very demanding playmate.
-S-
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along.
-T-
-U-
You are enthusiastic and idealistic when in love. When not in love, you are in love with love, always looking for someone to adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need adventure, excitement, and freedom. You deal in potential relationships. You enjoy giving gifts and enjoy seeing your mate looking good. Your sex drive is strong and you desire instant ratification. You are willing to put your partner's pleasures above your own.
-V-
You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out. You feel a need to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to eccentric types. Often there is an age difference between you and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The gay scene turns you on, even though you yourself may not be a participant.
-W-
You are very proud, determined, and you refuse to take no for an answer when pursuing love. Your ego is at stake. You are romantic, idealistic, and often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner as he or she really is. You feel deeply and throw all of yourself into your relationships. Nothing is too good for your lover. You enjoy playing love games.
-X-
-Y-
You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't have it your way, you will forgo the whole thing. You want to control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending hours just touching, feeling and exploring. However, if you can spend your time making money, you will give up the pleasures of the flesh for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your performance. You are an open, stimulating, romantic bedmate.
-Z-
For you, it is business before pleasure. If you are in any way bothered by career, business, or money concerns, you find it very hard to relax and get into the mood. You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and are capable of much sensuality. But you never lose control of your emotions. You are very careful and cautious before you give your heart away and your body, for that matter. Once you make the commitment, though, you stick like glue.
The Personality, Color & Weird Test!
***Your Personality Is Idealist (NF)***
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed.
At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.
In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.
How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.
Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?"
You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Flight Plan...hmmm...!
And then we decided to have Hong Kie food for dinner...and we went to this restaurant called 'Wong Kok' (similar to the Kim Gary Restaurant...only cheaper!!)...Nice...I had the Cheese toast with pork and rice in Sze Huan style and it was yummmieeeeee! It was a new thingy...and I had a papaya milkshake the size enough for an elephant to drink...aahhhahah!!
'Life and spiritualism' was our topic of conversation and it’s amazing how people perceive things differently from you...some have an open mind to absorb and filter ones version of dogma and some are obdurate with theirs! Hmmm…somewhat like what Forest Gump says…Life is like a box of chocolates, u never know what u’ll get! (the more evident version one would like to understand??)
Oh well…we spoke for hours…goes to show how adamant we got ….I guess we just need to compromise at the cross-junction…but do we really???
Monday, October 10, 2005
Shopping for sarees!!
It rained before we could collect our saree blouses…just added to Arul’s disappointment…and we were almost drenched wet on the way to the car….hmmmm! it could not have been complete without the rain…sigh!
Anyways, I think my family and I did a pretty good shopping and all of us happy with our new purchased items and the best thing was that dad was happy too! (although he could not come as he had to meet the auditors)..a blessing I must say…otherwise dad will keep asking how much each cost…hahahha….pupsy…we love u!
So can’t wait to do the catwalk on deeps morning……
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Friday, October 07, 2005
SEs vs. PEs
And today one particular SE has just got into my nerves…I mean, here we are trying to work within the deadline (mind u which is this coming Monday) and this missy is doing her sheriff rounds (meaning going from table to table chit chatting)…when she has work to do…oh common!!
Currently the product is in my workflow state and if she does not complete her bit quickly (Para checking that is!), I can’t proceed with mine…(kicking my chair as of now)…where the hell is your priorities missy??????? This is annoyance in many degrees…I have been ultimately patient for sometime now (those who know me, know this is hard to come by) and my next resort to confronting the problem was to write an email to my team leader, explaining the situation! I just spoke to her and she said she will deal with this missy’s team leader…could I have taken matters into my own hands? Hell yeah…but I have to respect my teammates and other issues that everyone else is handling….
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Colorgenics-MOOD ANALYSIS TEST
http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/
Bulan Ramadhan?
So..it’s back again with the Bulan Ramadhan and the puasa-ing…I tot I will give it a try and see for how long I could take not eating…ok the not eating bit was alright…the no drinking and no fufu-ing was the hardest…I could not even last 4 hours…haahhaha! So much for my puasa-ing!!
So Nadia and I still visit the 2nd floor for our ‘fufu’ sessions…but the unique bit is that she is puasa-ing, so she just accompanies me…amazing huh! Things friends do for you…first I felt really bad…u know how temptations can be detrimental at times!! But Nadia is one hard ball to crack (the respect given for this month is phenomenal…for some at least!)
Looking forward to all the goodies at the end of the month…ooo…Deepavali is right at the corner too…yippee!! New sarees for all…
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Talk with GOD?
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Sigmalink / NGP-apps
Here we are trying to compose our print product for the whole day…and one job file for an hour?????….arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (although every time this happens I feel like kicking the bloody computer)…why did we have to have the freakin servers in Australia?
Monday, October 03, 2005
Too Rich: The Secret Life of Doris Duke vs. Money For Nothing
One movie was about this really rich gal (born rich to Tobacco Tycoon, Buck Duke) and how she dealt with her whole life trying to keep or save guard her money (although she was unhappy her whole freaking life coz all the people whom she fell in love with, well they fell in love with her money….I actually felt sad for this lady)…and the other movie where this unemployed guy finds 1.2 million dollars on the street and how he dealt with his new found fortune (although he never spent his money wisely) before he got caught by the police…5 days later!
Here I kept thinking to myself…a lot of people I know are trying to find the riches of the world so that they could live comfortably, but it came to a point (after watching the movie of coz)…that material wealth is not all that and what is it that really keeps our life enriched?!
My mom used to always say, be careful what u wish for…because most of the time one would not be able to handle it….how is this possible? Everyone wants money, everyone wants to be able to purchase something without having to look at the price tag or having to worry how to pay for it…..everyone wants to be debt free or gosh…that reminds me of my credit card bills…Hahahha!
So when is it enough? How long or what does it take for us to be happy? When does it stop? Something to think about????? I am…